Sam and I are both sick.I am not too sure about her though,but I am feeling very lousy.I dont seem to be getting well.I just wanna lie in bed forever and do nothing.Anything that involves me getting out of the house makes me feel even more unwell. AArggghhh!
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Maybe my job is making me sick.haha.Maybe the vitamins have suck out all my goodness and cause my immune system to go down.Maybe its bad to stay at a close proximity with vitamins.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach, leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space Hate me today, hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I'm sober now, for three whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart Is the one thing that I won't touch again In a sick way, I want to thank you For holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself You were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions On things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself When it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away That I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart To leave me behind (CHORUS): Hate me today, hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy, I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down, yelling make it go away Just make her smile come back and shine, just like it used to be And then she whispered, how could you did this to me (CHORUS) For you For you For you
its been a crazy 2 days of soccer already.. and i cannot get enuff! i simply cant wait for the next day of matches! i am so losing money lah.. i think im pretty unlucky this world cup, but me and my itchy fingers are gonna cause me to go bankrupt! hahaha... i hope i win tomorrow man. watching soccer is damn fun especially when its with good frens. just laughing at the players and teams and cursing at the tv is damn funny lah. the most used phrase is "oh! chelsea gonna buy"... haha.. here are some pics of a typical soccer nite! the usual khakis are jem, zhang, kow, dennis, fiona, ben, harley, darrell, clem and of course ME! im so gonna die at work if we keep up this soccer gathering thing..haha
anyway, since i havent blogged for awhile.. more updating! wed the girls went clubbing bec its ladies nite! heehe.. we did the usual drinking at double o before heading to zouk for mambo! this week we left at 4am ok!! bec for the 1st time in history, may and i were totally totally sober and the rest were high! hahah.. we had to look out for them.. which is rarely the case! we still went to work the next day lah...=)i think may and my alcohol tolerance is damn good now.. we can drink alot but dont get drunk.. hehee. but nevertheless, wed was still mad fun! lots of alcohol going around and you can never go wrong with good company. i love you girls..
work has been quite sian for the both of us! fri we had to be sales girls at the expo.. we stood for so freaking long that our feet hurt like mad lah. luckily we didnt have to work on the weekend man! i'll just die i swear. i think office work is much much more better.. at least we get to sit down in the aircon room and listen to music.. let me show you pics of the office. may and i dolled it up to make it more homely! hehee.. if ya realise, we get to eat alot of vitamins! i hope we become more healthy by the time we stop working.. haha
since i got a new cam.. i suddenly have many pics to post! haha.. show you all some pics of our new hairstyles ok! i know many of you said my long curly hair not so nice.. but oh well! wat to do... i permed it already.. cant do much about it until it turns straight! =( ugly then ugly lah. haha.. i still love you for being honest! heehee
Our boss is really damn funny,i tell you! I think he likes to live in self denial or something.He thinks Sam is damn damn damn tall.I know she is really very tall but he thinks she is out of the world tall.He thinks I am tall too!haha.That is such a compliment cos no one has ever told me that I am tall.He said a guy that is 1.68 is of average height and girls should be 1.56++.He is prolly saying all these cos he himself is short! If he was to see Kow,I think he would have thought Kow was a giant.Kow is like 1.85?Hahaa. Anyway,woke up slightly early today.I am gotta get ready for work now.Here are the pictures from dinner at Black Angus.Gotta check out the ginormous brocolli.I was very amazed by it.
i hate it when i have to make tough decisions.... i hate it when everything inside me is all chocked up.... i hate to lie.... i hate to be unsure of myself.... i hate to hide things.... i hate to think!!!
oh well... depressing entry today.. so many things on my mind. why is it so hard to make my life perfect? can't i just live my happy life with all my frens and happy happy play play all day? why must pple make sacrifices and can only feel happy at the expense of others. is it really very selfish to take but not give? does circumstances and situations now really play a part in decisions made for the future?
enuff of the sad shit! did i tell you guys that im going to ireland for exchange?? i'll be going to dublin for 4 months.. so exciting! im going with jas... so she will have the tough job of taking care of meeeee... i think she might kill me after 1 week of living with me! haha... the only person that can possibly live with me is my dearest honey! this is because she is as messy as me... in thailannd, we lived very happily in our ultra disgusting hotel room(clothes all over the floor, stuff all over the place, toilet all wet, tissue paper scattered all over, shoes at all corners of the room)=P
tomorrow we have work again! it was damn weird today lah... i was like checking may's work, then i spotted a few errors... so of course i told her that there were errors lah. then our boss thought that may was angry with me for saying she made mistakes.. like i wanna sabo her or embarrass her! haha... OMG!! it was damn weird i tell you... he like tried to comfort may when she didnt even know wat he was comforting her about.. then he talked to us about how pple bring office grudges home! wah lao... not as if i'm angry with her for making mistakes and not like she will be angry with me for telling her there are errors! its not even our company!! haha.. im so sure we are gonna quarrell about work when we go out for dinner and clubbing. haha.. damn retarded! i think boss thinks im an evil person..=( so sad lah..
i wanna post pics but the system is screwed! tomorrow then i'll post..
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