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Monday, July 31, 2006
Quantitative methods
oh my god.. im like in class now... i seriously feel like dying!! 4 hrs straight you know... i have another 1.5 hours more and i already fell asleep twice. i decided to blog bec im afraid i'll concuss and not wake up! haha.. i thought that taking summer would keep me busy and take my mind off things.. but i was so so wrong! now i am damn stressed out.. i have a test on wed and have to hand up my project on fri. like wtf man... ive attended 4 lessons and im expected to know 3/4 the book. and the best thing is.. the book shop was out of stock till today! so i bought it today only.. die lah! today and tomorrow nite im gonna mug like an idiot. im starting to feel damn sad! crap.. hope can finish the project tonite and study for the test tomorrow..then i can play play. this whole week i dont even have time to go for dinner with my granny!=( well.. at least tomorrow may and i will be following the 3 guys for their bods fitting.. should be fun.. then i will have to go home and seriously study. ive gotta suffer for the next 3 weeks!! y did i do this to myself?? haha.. ok bye.. aarrgghhhh
oh! if you are my friend, please come online on mon wed and fri from 230-645 to chat with me! haha.. its boring like fuck.
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away But every now and then you come to mind Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game But when your name was called, you found a place to hide When you knew that I was always on your side
Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent my demons and my angels reappeared Leavin' only traces of the man you thought I'd be Too afraid to hear the words i always fear leaving you with only questions all these years
Is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wander, all alone, eternally This isn't how it's really meant to be No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear, How to pull it close and make it stay Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away And I'm left to carry on and wonder why Even through it all, I'm always on your side
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wander, all alone, eternally But this isn't how it's really meant to be Oh it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear How to pull it close and make it stay If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why Was it you that kept me wondering through this life When you know that I was always on your side
It was a very coffee weekend.. fri was spent at starbucks chilling with the 4 dudes. they are damn retarded i tell you.. when we go out with them.. we cannot stop laughing. they kept taking pictures until my cam went out of batt lah. after coffee we headed to wine bar for abit.. but it was damn crowded and we all were driving! so no drinking..=(
saturyday we were chilling at coffeebean with adrienne and all.. she is back for the weekend only! but she was very jet lagged after coming from USA. so the poor girl kept wanting to fall asleep! haha
Star bucks- Jave chip is damn good, but the bestest is ICE HAZELNUT LATTE VENTI SIZE
sweet honey
howe and zhangy
Jem is like the nicest sweetest guy on the planet... he bought us ed hardy caps to share.. one black one white!! we llluurrrvveeee jem.. he is our favourite! but he didnt wanna take pics with us. may calls jem "daddy" and i call him "lucky star". all for obvious reasons.
may is taking a photo with mr law!!!
Look at dennis... he obviously has something for zhang! this is like a candid shot!
this totally proves is.. he wants to cuddle up to zhang! haha
this pic is funny! dennis is giving his usual stoned face.. zhang is trying to act all macho.. may looks like she wants to kiss someone! haha
well... as usual.. thurdays i will wake up to see all the pics i dun really remember taking on wed. haha... anyway, time passes extremely fast on wednesday nites... or it feels much faster than any other day! we were having a great time playing and drinking until some drama happened. i dun wanna say wat it is.. but i just wanna let the pple involved know that im really sorry.. the images keep flashing in my mind and thinking about it makes me wanna cry! i hope i will never experience such a thing again ever ever. its totally breaks my heart.=(
im feeling really lost these days... i keep thinking wat im gonna do with my life.. keep thinking about all the decisions i make and wat i can do to make everything happy again! today may asked me: "rank ur happiness upon 10". i think if she had asked me that like last yr or the pass few yrs back, i would have instantly said 8 or 9. i was satisfied with everything.. i was very happy with all around me... till i decided to screw it all up this yr!! i have absolutely no stability in my life. today i actually had to think about it and thinking about it made me realise that i am really not satisfied with anything. im 21 this yr.. shouldnt i be all adult and sensible?? maybe its just this period of my life that everything just has to go wrong... even the sun doesnt wanna shine for me!!(its true- ask may noelle and jas). i'm in such a bad state this yr that its driving me slowly insane.
i know ive been damn emo these couple of weeks... bare with me yah! i just need to do some soul searching. i hate the feeling of waking up and being so aimless lah. im just so frustrated.. i was trying to do my homework just now and i freaking cannot do a single qn! i am stupid =( i think im just letting everything around me affect my already lousy mood! bleah..
luv, SaMaNtHa
You keep me sane- wat would life be without you?
Me at the wheel.. my babes for company!!
Our favourite CJ dudes... but where is JEM?? we love him the most..=) By the way, all 3 of them are gonna model for a bods fashion show! woohoo.
we all want a piece of this tall skinny girl although she makes everyone look fat!!
jas is the official photographer everytime i am high...
nerissa loong..this pic is for u!! ** ask noelle what she did.she looks really good nowdays!!
noelley n sammmm
sam cooked for us!!! we were starving after swimming
After that we went to watch lake house.It was FOC.all thanks to noelley.:) her dad had compliementary tix.
i didnt really quite understand the last part of the show.how come keanu reeves could return back to yr 2006 when he already supposedly died.and if he could bcos sandra bullock warned him bout his future ,why did he not turn up at the restaurant?
check this out... may is super cute! she likes to try on pple's stuff and somehow i'll always be there to take shots of her. she manages to pull off watever ridiculous things she tries on lah. hahaha
These are pics from my mummy's birthday dinner. the food was fantastic man! if ya wanna eat chinese food, you all should go to hwa ting and orchard hotel!
Yesterday JL celebrated her 21st birthday... bec she has to go back to melbourne..=( anyway, it was really quite fun.. we played mahjong all nite. we played till 5am in the morning. it was funny how the nite progressed and everyone just got more and more slow motion. like after 3am, we started playing a damn brainless way of mahjong which only required alot of luck (guess who has all the luck?)as the saying goes... up in love, down in luck... down in love, up in luck! hahah
i know this is damn random... but somehow i like to send noelley home! like we talk talk in the car for the duration of our long journey back to the east. she is very nice to talk to know. after i drop her home.. i always feel a little better about myself. like she always has these really enlightening theories to share with me! she is also very funny... she is gonna ask her mummy to pray for me to find a very nice bf. hahaha.. let me tell you wat she told me ok??
she said; "one day unexpectedly, you will find a guy who will be everything that makes you feel so right.. and when you are together, your life will instantly organize and everything will fall into place... BUT, its not your time yet! so have fun while you can." haha... and she said something else that made quite alot of sense to me.. " having a significant other adds stability into your life bec there will be someone to keep ya from going all havoc and messed up." noelle is really very clever..=)
luv, SaMaNtHa JL's cake was super yummy... everyone ate 2 huge slices! first time may didn't wanna share food with me
wats left of the grp in singapore- everyone is in auzzieland
Its the 3 of us again
Let me tell ya about mic.. she is SUPERWOMAN!! her energy is unbelievable man. she is interning now.. after work she goes for salsa or ballet.. and she still has the energy and time for family and frens. amazing! i only wake up when she ends work lah~ haha
So everyone wants to take a picture with Superwomen NOELLEY!!! i like to take pics of her bec she is always very shy. so cuuuttteee!!
We love noelley...
she is number 1...
this pic i look damn shag..i think we played until i turned slightly mad
Yesteryday i went for mambo!! as usual... but this week, may didnt come..=( i always like to club with may bec we can get happy together.. haha. however, clubbing with jas and andrea is awesome as well, besides the fact that jas is always sober. haha. then she can take care of meeee.. andrea is usually high and sleepy, so we gotta stop her drinking at the correct moment. anymore extra drop of alcohol acts like a sleeping pill for her.
my title is "suprisingly fun", bec as many of you know...i get very stoned when i drink, but last nite... i was hyper hyper! haha.. it was so so fun lah..i think i embarrassed myself quite abit though. did a lot of silly things and said alot of stupid things. but i think everyone was pretty high too... so they cannot remember..haha=) i took like a million pictures man... all thanks to jas who stood by my side all nite and acted as my photographer! this morning when i got up, i got like the biggest shock when i saw all the pics... super super funny lah. so im gonna share them with ya.. dun laugh at me ok? some of them i really look totally crazy. i feel damn retarded already... =)
luv, SaMaNtHa
Power of 3- my fabulous girls who totally know how to have a good time
Shu hui, jas and i in the toilet you gotta love her... kiss kiss kiss check this pic out.. dan is at the back hiding.. he looks damn scary lah.. can ya see his red eyes? like some demon. at members... jas looks like a mouse! wee wee and me- my confirm 100% at zouk fren this is val... i like her alot! somehow she always wears the same colour as me.. this is damn funny.. jas just told me that she was trying to get a pic of wallace and i.. but in every pic, i just didnt wanna look at the cam. wally would smile so nicely and i'll just keep looking somewhere else. haha..i think i just couldnt stand properly. this is one amazing pic... both jas and i look ok(i dun even remember taking this pic) guojun, me, val and wallace- 2 dudes with goaties random pics from the nite =)
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